So it's been one month and one day since my wedding day. I get asked all the time, "How do you feel?" or "Has anything changed?" Life is about change, and everyday is something new and different. Which means everyday I learn about myself and my relationship, and I love my husband more and more.
I meditate as often as I can, but not as often as I should. There were things I used to do to open up my mind and spirit, to keep me renewed, refreshed and charged to face each day ahead, and drive me even further to achieving my goals. That part of me has been dormant for quite some time, but I feel it awakening in me again. I know that when you want something real bad, put the energy into it, and take the steps toward making it happen, it will happen. There may be a few bumps in the road, some obstacles to overcome, and some sacrifices to make, but if you truly believe and know what is for you is for you, then nothing will stop you from reaching your goal.
I admit I have times when I have doubts and feel depressed that I'm not exactly where I want to be, but then I remember how blessed I am that I have come as far as I've come, and have what wonderful things that I have.
I currently work with 3 agencies for theatrical, film/tv and commercials. I only work part-time, so money is kinda low in between gigs. Today I was offered a temp position to help me cover business expenses, i.e. classes and workshops I want to take this year.
I dream about longevity in my career, cause there are too many people out there who are hanging on as tight as they can to their 15 minutes. I am utilizing every second, minute, hour, day, month, year, decade and century that I can.
This is within my 5 year plan:
I have everything I need to make that happen...I just have to claim it :-)
...next post, I'll write about the wedding 'cause I know everyone is dying to know ;-)
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