A Family Affair

Sometimes I enjoy being in front of the camera, and sometimes I enjoy being behind the camera. In this instance, I prefer behind the scenes.  A couple of weeks ago, my uncle contacted my husband to ask for his assistance gathering footage for his documentary, "Dark Girls", that he's co-producing and co-directing with Bill Duke.

Being a part of something this powerful is so exciting, and rewarding.  This is especially exciting for my husband, because this is just the boost and encouragement he needs to help him in the pursuit and fulfillment of his many dreams and goals:  to become a film and video producer and director.

My husband set out this morning, along with Harry B. Sando as the DP, doing interviews in Brooklyn, Midtown, Harlem and even in the subway.  I was so bummed that I had to work yesterday and couldn't join them.  But lucky me, they decided to shoot some more this weekend.

I overheard my husband talking to my uncle last night, and both of them talked about how grateful they were. My uncle was so happy to have my husband's help, and my husband was so happy to be a part of the project.

My husband and I are both excited that we get to be in front of the camera for this as well. I am not a dark-skinned woman, but I have still had to deal with issues of color and complexion.  And my husband will talk about his experiences being bi-racial.

My husband and I aren't just a "power couple", we are a part of a powerful family, and are happy we get to share that with the world.

Small World

A few days ago, I started the new temp job. 

NYC is a small world. 

One of the other temps is also from Brooklyn, and lives in my neighborhood.  Another, is an actress whose friend just happened to be at my wedding...and incidentally, was upset she didn't catch the bouquet.

I haven't talked about the wedding yet because I haven't gone thru all the professional pics.  But soon come, soon come...

Bittersweet

Two days ago, I put in my two weeks at my part-time job, and one of the regulars said, "One of these days, I'm gonna see you up on that idiot box and say, 'I know that girl!'  I can't wait!" 

Me too, my friend, me too. :-)

A New Life

So it's been one month and one day since my wedding day.  I get asked all the time, "How do you feel?" or "Has anything changed?"  Life is about change, and everyday is something new and different.  Which means everyday I learn about myself and my relationship, and I love my husband more and more.

I meditate as often as I can, but not as often as I should.  There were things I used to do to open up my mind and spirit, to keep me renewed, refreshed and charged to face each day ahead, and drive me even further to achieving my goals. That part of me has been dormant for quite some time, but I feel it awakening in me again.  I know that when you want something real bad, put the energy into it, and take the steps toward making it happen, it will happen. There may be a few bumps in the road, some obstacles to overcome, and some sacrifices to make, but if you truly believe and know what is for you is for you, then nothing will stop you from reaching your goal.

I admit I have times when I have doubts and feel depressed that I'm not exactly where I want to be, but then I remember how blessed I am that I have come as far as I've come, and have what wonderful things that I have.

I currently work with 3 agencies for theatrical, film/tv and commercials.  I only work part-time, so money is kinda low in between gigs. Today I was offered a temp position to help me cover business expenses, i.e. classes and workshops I want to take this year.

I dream about longevity in my career, cause there are too many people out there who are hanging on as tight as they can to their 15 minutes.  I am utilizing every second, minute, hour, day, month, year, decade and century that I can.

This is within my 5 year plan:

I have everything I need to make that happen...I just have to claim it :-)


...next post, I'll write about the wedding 'cause I know everyone is dying to know ;-)