Since deciding NOT to become a bridezilla, the wedding planning has been a lot simpler. That's only cause I try not to think about all that goes into it all that much. When I think about all that's gonna go into that one day, the thought does get overwhelming. Mainly because of all the people that want to travel here from out of town. I keep telling folks I want this to be a small affair. I don't want anyone to get their feelings hurt.
Funny, I've thrown countless parties before, and my worry then was how I was gonna get a lot of people to come. And now my worry is how NOT to get a cast of thousands to come. I'm not gonna worry about it. I'm just happy that a lot of people do want to come.
On the flip side, is balancing what little finances I have between wedding expenses and career expenses i.e. new business cards, getting more headshots reproduced, classes etc.
As I sit here sipping my coffee, listening to the neighbors outside shoveling through the mush, there's only one thought going through my mind: "callback callback callback". I had an audition for "American Idiot" on Broadway today. My saving grace was the headshot that I used:
I channeled the teenage suburban angst of my youth, and did my thing. Now I play the waiting game...
