New Year, New Me

Well, this has been a pretty cool year, so far. 

I'm happy that I got over the winter blahs...

And I'm ready to jump in to spring at full force.  Yayy!

 

Let's see, what has happened this year:  I joined a new theater company, got the chance to see the NY Premiere of Dark Girls; my husband's new company, Anti-Bling,  has been picking up some major buzz and support; I submitted a sketch for the In Living Color reboot, which sparked more sketch ideas for the wacky character I created named Velma; my singing and songwriting has opened up a new working relationship with a well known DJ and producer (more details on that soon);

...And the big shock of 2012:  I've gotten rid of the blonde hair...

 

Yep, that's right, now that I've darkened my hair, I look even more

I'll post new pics soon.  But to tide you over, here's a pic of me with dark hair:



Happy Friday!!

Missing In Action

Months and months have gone by, and a lot has happened. Things have slowed since losing my computer, but nothing's stopped. Thank God for smartphones and cool apps, I can keep everything going.

Stuff I've been hearing for God knows how long about how to get what I want, have finally sunk in. And in accepting what's being given and shown to me I acquired a new manager, began work on a music demo, finally completed my acting demo, performed in a short play festival, booked the lead in a touring production, met with a CD I've been wanting to meet for the longest, booked work through both of them, got offered a job today right after my bank screwed up my account, and my week STILL isn't over yet. Whew!

I have let my pride and fear block me from the life I'm supposed to live for way too long. Time to eat humble pie, and keep it moving.

From now on, I'll no longer be silent or missing in action.

Traveling Light

My goal was to blog more often, but the Universe has other things for me to do at the moment.

When someone broke into our house about a month ago, I took a zen approach to the situation, instead of letting it break me.   The blessing is that we weren't home when it happened.  The blessing was that our apartment was not ransacked, and emptied out.  The blessing was that our cats were not harmed.  The blessing was that the person -- and not people, thank god -- was not smart enough to go beyond a block radius, and robbed our home and three others next to ours that are all connected by an alleyway, within a few days of each other.  The blessing is that because of this, and the manner it was done, he will be easy to locate.  Our things that were taken...?  Something within me tells me they are not far, and will be returned.  I don't care how, I just know that it will be done.  I've let go, and I've let God.

Not having my laptop in my house has caused a bit of an inconvenience, but it hasn't stopped me nor slowed me down.  The blessing of not having it around is that I'm not glued to it, and I'm forced to be more active.  I've gotten back into my spirit, and bringing to existence my heart's desire.  New people have entered my life, bringing new opportunities for growth and abundance.  I'm more open to giving, and fears, doubts and worries are washing away.  The life I've wanted I see so clearly in front of me.  I'm floating high above the clouds...

My husband's Anti-Bling campaign in on the rise, and I'm getting a lot more buzz from writers, directors and casting directors regarding gigs.  We're both revamping things in our lives, and come this fall, it'll definitely be harvest season. Shedding the old to bring in the new.

"Ain't nobody gonna break my stride..."

NAMASTE

A Family Affair

Sometimes I enjoy being in front of the camera, and sometimes I enjoy being behind the camera. In this instance, I prefer behind the scenes.  A couple of weeks ago, my uncle contacted my husband to ask for his assistance gathering footage for his documentary, "Dark Girls", that he's co-producing and co-directing with Bill Duke.

Being a part of something this powerful is so exciting, and rewarding.  This is especially exciting for my husband, because this is just the boost and encouragement he needs to help him in the pursuit and fulfillment of his many dreams and goals:  to become a film and video producer and director.

My husband set out this morning, along with Harry B. Sando as the DP, doing interviews in Brooklyn, Midtown, Harlem and even in the subway.  I was so bummed that I had to work yesterday and couldn't join them.  But lucky me, they decided to shoot some more this weekend.

I overheard my husband talking to my uncle last night, and both of them talked about how grateful they were. My uncle was so happy to have my husband's help, and my husband was so happy to be a part of the project.

My husband and I are both excited that we get to be in front of the camera for this as well. I am not a dark-skinned woman, but I have still had to deal with issues of color and complexion.  And my husband will talk about his experiences being bi-racial.

My husband and I aren't just a "power couple", we are a part of a powerful family, and are happy we get to share that with the world.

Small World

A few days ago, I started the new temp job. 

NYC is a small world. 

One of the other temps is also from Brooklyn, and lives in my neighborhood.  Another, is an actress whose friend just happened to be at my wedding...and incidentally, was upset she didn't catch the bouquet.

I haven't talked about the wedding yet because I haven't gone thru all the professional pics.  But soon come, soon come...

Bittersweet

Two days ago, I put in my two weeks at my part-time job, and one of the regulars said, "One of these days, I'm gonna see you up on that idiot box and say, 'I know that girl!'  I can't wait!" 

Me too, my friend, me too. :-)

A New Life

So it's been one month and one day since my wedding day.  I get asked all the time, "How do you feel?" or "Has anything changed?"  Life is about change, and everyday is something new and different.  Which means everyday I learn about myself and my relationship, and I love my husband more and more.

I meditate as often as I can, but not as often as I should.  There were things I used to do to open up my mind and spirit, to keep me renewed, refreshed and charged to face each day ahead, and drive me even further to achieving my goals. That part of me has been dormant for quite some time, but I feel it awakening in me again.  I know that when you want something real bad, put the energy into it, and take the steps toward making it happen, it will happen. There may be a few bumps in the road, some obstacles to overcome, and some sacrifices to make, but if you truly believe and know what is for you is for you, then nothing will stop you from reaching your goal.

I admit I have times when I have doubts and feel depressed that I'm not exactly where I want to be, but then I remember how blessed I am that I have come as far as I've come, and have what wonderful things that I have.

I currently work with 3 agencies for theatrical, film/tv and commercials.  I only work part-time, so money is kinda low in between gigs. Today I was offered a temp position to help me cover business expenses, i.e. classes and workshops I want to take this year.

I dream about longevity in my career, cause there are too many people out there who are hanging on as tight as they can to their 15 minutes.  I am utilizing every second, minute, hour, day, month, year, decade and century that I can.

This is within my 5 year plan:

I have everything I need to make that happen...I just have to claim it :-)


...next post, I'll write about the wedding 'cause I know everyone is dying to know ;-)